Thursday, July 19, 2007
umm... so common test results are mostly out. sad to say, it was really bad. first time in my life that i failed so miserably. CCDF, think an E for GP perhaps?
sigh. feel quite hopeless though. it seems that we have to do things the hard way after all. like staying up to 2am to study, do practice, do tutorials (most probably don't know how to do one).
searching for a source of inspiration and motivation. after 2 years in IP, i seem to feel more tired than ever. studying is no longer interesting, it's like a chore.
CCDF(and an 'E' awaiting). i dont know how am i suppose to react. others say it is common to fail in common tests, while some are bloody good and getting A's.
Was looking at my tutee's maths paper today. surprisingly, i stumbled when i try to do some of the questions which he got wrong. HAHAHA. well, his tutor isn't doing that well in maths either. think i should give him some homework while i'm away in london.
so today's floorball match was great, though the guys lost 10-3, nevertheless, its the spirit, the motivation and the desire to win which we have found. as for the girls. it was a hard lesson for them. they were twice in the lead, but finally broke down during the third period when VJ scored 3 goals in the last period. sounds like some classic football match when a team is leading 1-0 all the way, only to lose at the final minute 1-2. EH... isnt that the great comeback of manchester united against bayern munich in 1999, champs league finals? though the girls pwned the VJ girls throughout the first two quarters, they failed to convert chances to goals. there were tonnes of one on one situations or times when the ball just crossed on the face of goal, but we failed to put the ball at the back of the net. life is just as cruel. when you dont seize the chance, you won't get another one, and at the end of the day, you lose. GG
oh well.. shall revise chem prac now.
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