Thursday, August 16, 2007
dreams - shattered.
reality - cruel.
Life sucks after coming back to Singapore. Worked like a cow (or worse than one) for the past week and only manage to pick up by that little bit of work. Worse still, tutors are not willing to give make-up classes.
some tutors (I shall not say who) even openly commented that going overseas for exchange is no good, wasting my time. who's to blame? ask MOE then. when I was in London, 99% of the people there are having their holidays and treating LIYSF as a summer programme. Only we, the singaporeans, were busy with work and have tests when we come back. (I just realised that Mc Claurins are tested for the the maths test on tuesday - SHIT...)
I feel damn stupid in classes. Went into chem make-up lecture today and realised that there is an energetics quiz. I thought I would be able to pull through it. I thought it was easy.but in the end, my answers are not what everyone got. Even cat, who just revised like an hour ago, got the answers.... ~sad~
then I lost Silvia's bio olympiad file and somebody has to rub in and obviously trying to point out that I'm a totally irresponsible person and did not even bother to look for it. hello? there are classes okay! and given the sorry state which I (stupidly) put myself into, I do have many other things to attend to...
I'm crossing my fingers for tomorrow's mock spa for chem and bio. I'm totally unprepared. My readings for the make-up prac were totally wrong even though I did the experiment 4 times. I have no idea why.
I think the only people who empathise on my situation is my PW group (which happens to be the slackest thing among all other work such as integration and market structures). THANK YOU!
Somebody save me.... please?
Read, You Must...8:37 AM